Let's take a trip
to someplace warm and forgiving
Monday, February 12, 2007
Uncertain boundaries
Beneath the grays and blues
i can't see through
the open door
and under sheets
i feel the heat
i keep breathing
but while i'm sleeping
my eyes aren't closed
my hands slip and
my feet are struggling
I love you this much
just believe me
i can't stop breathing for fear i'll stop
my eyes keep moving with the wave of my hand
i'm moving i'm wavering
i'm sleeping
I walk the boundaries of where you are
I keep dreaming
i touch the glass
i feel the heat
i can't see through the open door
i'm progressing backward
i'm pulled
i'm pulled
with one hand up
with one foot down
i'm pulled
i'm flying
i can't see through
the open door
and under sheets
i feel the heat
i keep breathing
but while i'm sleeping
my eyes aren't closed
my hands slip and
my feet are struggling
I love you this much
just believe me
i can't stop breathing for fear i'll stop
my eyes keep moving with the wave of my hand
i'm moving i'm wavering
i'm sleeping
I walk the boundaries of where you are
I keep dreaming
i touch the glass
i feel the heat
i can't see through the open door
i'm progressing backward
i'm pulled
i'm pulled
with one hand up
with one foot down
i'm pulled
i'm flying
Monday, February 5, 2007
Stolen
When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was your first thought? I need to buy more hair dye
2. Do you read while you’re in the bathroom? The back of shampoo bottles. or face wash. those are interesting
3. What’s a word that rhymes with “fit”? kit
4. Favorite planet? Venus. Cause...well...she's hot.
5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list? the Roomie :)
6. What is your favorite ring on your phone? tie. "Beautiful boy" cause I know John's calling or "Instant Kharma" cause i know my meggie is calling :)
7. What shirt are you wearing? Work shirt. mmm coffee.
8. What were you doing 20 minutes ago?clocking out of work
9. Name the brand of shoes you’re currently wearing? uhh. some off sears brand. yeah that's right. Searrrrs
10. Bright or Dark Rooms? bright. i hate hate hate hate dark. i don't care what john says. lights on, dammit.
11. What do you think about the person who posted this survey? he's the best thing that ever happened to me
12. If you’re in a room with two beds, which one do you sleep in?sigh. the one john's in. duh.
13. What were you doing at exactly midnight last night? Probably making this blog at Market place with John
14. What was your last text message you received on your cell? Jessie saying she was sorry that i thought she was dead she just fell asleep during the super bowl cause it was so boring. and that she finished knitting my mittens :)
15. How do you like your eggs? Sunny Side up. or scrambled. depending on how invested I am in eating breakfast. sometimes dipping the toast in the sunny side up eggs is damn hard work.
16. What’s a word/phrase that you say a lot? I know, right? Hey maaaiiannn. that's janky.
17. Who told you he/she loved you last? John Michael Cropper.
18. Last furry thing you touched? Salvador. WHILE wearing my new fuzzy mittens. Fuzzy to the MAX
19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days? Uh. lots of coffee. some cigarettes. some bc. and some aleve. I'm hardcore like woooah.
20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?oh man. I really really want to get this roll of film from my 16th birthday developed. really bad. i need to get on that.
21. Favorite age you have been so far? Oh geez I don't know. uhh. 18? meh... Every year has had it's real sweet moments and really awful ones too. But. In general, all my years have been pretty sweet. maybe 16 was the best. yeah. I'll stick with that one.
22. Your worst enemy? Um. all my enemies are for stupid petty reason. So stupid and petty in fact that I'm not even going to list them. because I know they're that stupid.
23. What wallpaper do you have on your desktop? A picture of me and my two amazing best friends. how girl-like of me.
24. What was the last thing you said to someone? "Later maaaaan!"
25. If you had to choose between a million dollars or to be able to fly? Um fly. because the difference is me running down the street screaming "I have a million dollars" and probably ten people screaming back at me going "me too!" Isn't half as cool as me FLYING down the street screaming "I can flyyyyyyyyyyy, bitches!" and people going "damn.....She's awesome."
26. Do you like someone? Well...yeah. besides my boyfriend? not many people. People and I don't tend to get along well.
27. If you could punch one person in the face, who would it be? Um. a few people actually. (please refer to the previous question and answer)
28. What is the closest object to your left foot? The trash can it's resting on. classy.
29. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? My self-conscious nature. So John would stop nagging me about getting rid of it. and so that I'm not like every other woman in the world wishing she had a smaller waste. wooooooooo!
30. If one thing about you could always remain the same, what would it be?(stolen) My weight. 30 pounds ago.
2. Do you read while you’re in the bathroom? The back of shampoo bottles. or face wash. those are interesting
3. What’s a word that rhymes with “fit”? kit
4. Favorite planet? Venus. Cause...well...she's hot.
5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list? the Roomie :)
6. What is your favorite ring on your phone? tie. "Beautiful boy" cause I know John's calling or "Instant Kharma" cause i know my meggie is calling :)
7. What shirt are you wearing? Work shirt. mmm coffee.
8. What were you doing 20 minutes ago?clocking out of work
9. Name the brand of shoes you’re currently wearing? uhh. some off sears brand. yeah that's right. Searrrrs
10. Bright or Dark Rooms? bright. i hate hate hate hate dark. i don't care what john says. lights on, dammit.
11. What do you think about the person who posted this survey? he's the best thing that ever happened to me
12. If you’re in a room with two beds, which one do you sleep in?sigh. the one john's in. duh.
13. What were you doing at exactly midnight last night? Probably making this blog at Market place with John
14. What was your last text message you received on your cell? Jessie saying she was sorry that i thought she was dead she just fell asleep during the super bowl cause it was so boring. and that she finished knitting my mittens :)
15. How do you like your eggs? Sunny Side up. or scrambled. depending on how invested I am in eating breakfast. sometimes dipping the toast in the sunny side up eggs is damn hard work.
16. What’s a word/phrase that you say a lot? I know, right? Hey maaaiiannn. that's janky.
17. Who told you he/she loved you last? John Michael Cropper.
18. Last furry thing you touched? Salvador. WHILE wearing my new fuzzy mittens. Fuzzy to the MAX
19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days? Uh. lots of coffee. some cigarettes. some bc. and some aleve. I'm hardcore like woooah.
20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?oh man. I really really want to get this roll of film from my 16th birthday developed. really bad. i need to get on that.
21. Favorite age you have been so far? Oh geez I don't know. uhh. 18? meh... Every year has had it's real sweet moments and really awful ones too. But. In general, all my years have been pretty sweet. maybe 16 was the best. yeah. I'll stick with that one.
22. Your worst enemy? Um. all my enemies are for stupid petty reason. So stupid and petty in fact that I'm not even going to list them. because I know they're that stupid.
23. What wallpaper do you have on your desktop? A picture of me and my two amazing best friends. how girl-like of me.
24. What was the last thing you said to someone? "Later maaaaan!"
25. If you had to choose between a million dollars or to be able to fly? Um fly. because the difference is me running down the street screaming "I have a million dollars" and probably ten people screaming back at me going "me too!" Isn't half as cool as me FLYING down the street screaming "I can flyyyyyyyyyyy, bitches!" and people going "damn.....She's awesome."
26. Do you like someone? Well...yeah. besides my boyfriend? not many people. People and I don't tend to get along well.
27. If you could punch one person in the face, who would it be? Um. a few people actually. (please refer to the previous question and answer)
28. What is the closest object to your left foot? The trash can it's resting on. classy.
29. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? My self-conscious nature. So John would stop nagging me about getting rid of it. and so that I'm not like every other woman in the world wishing she had a smaller waste. wooooooooo!
30. If one thing about you could always remain the same, what would it be?(stolen) My weight. 30 pounds ago.
Sunday, February 4, 2007
Here I am
This is all new. so no one criticize. I'm secretly hoping this will some how replace any sort of stagnant moments during my days of unproductivity. but then again. that's all idealistic. Somewhere in the back of my mind I would ideally like to write and publish something one day and have more than three people read it. but. again. idealistic. That can sometimes define me though. I like to put my head in the clouds and keep it there. Pessimism is not my forte. Optimisim is my downfall. Being in love is my elation. The future is my inspiration.
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